On A Jet Plane

A note to Liz: Hey sweetie! I miss you so much it hurts :/ I do have to say that there are good days, really there are! I never thought that I would ever have a good day after you died. Now here it is almost 2 1/2 years later and I am laughing once again, but don't get me wrong I do have my bad days. We all do. But I am coping, not healing, just coping with our tragedy. We received some good news not to long ago, your Parrain is going to be a daddy again! How awesome is that? They are due sometime in February, so the month I dread, will now be a month of hope and something to look forward to. Your 13th birthday is coming up in about a month and a half, that will be a hard day. I just never know how I am going to react when certain dates/milestones roll around, It's hard. And you would be a teen, something I can't imagine :[

Your dad had an awesome opportunity come his way so he jumped on it! Going to Budapest to work for 30 days, come home for 2 weeks. Keeping this schedule until the end of the year. We miss him LOTS but I think it is a great experiene for him, just wish we all could have gone! You look out for him ok? You know planes scare me, I remember a conversation we had not to long before you left us about getting on a plane and heading out to Disney Land, you were so excited and I was very frightened.............I wish I could have let go of that fear so that we could have made that trip! Well I have a semi-busy day today, got to go to the store. We ar emaking your favorite food tonight, TACO'S!!


I Love You To The Moon And Back
The Mom